4 years later...

I decided to take a read through some of the posts from 4 years ago and though cathartic, reading brought it all back.  It pains me to remember how raw and helpless I was.  I've come a long way but the pain still exists and scars definitely don't go away.  I miss her and think about her everyday, I still fight guilt, I still fight anger, I'm still full of anxiety, there will always be "what-ifs".

I will be back to write more...
Lots to share.